Saturday, September 6, 2014

Does he love me REALLY...

There is one thing, that does comes to mind. And how to handle that too. All i ever asked is for love and communicate with me. I don't like to be shut out, Always wanted to be more closer to him than ever. but feels like he doesn't seem to want too. I want to be there and help. When some thing happens and don't always hear back, I get worried. it's who i am. I am a loving and caring person. And have a big heart too. Why won't he introduce me to his family, is here scared to introduce me, does he really love me. And why won't he spend more time with me.? he can't possibly work 24/7
I get upset about this almost all the time, My family thinks there are red flags in my relationship with Javier. I truly love him, no matter what. Yea we had our problems. but we do work it out. And want to spend more time with him. We have done that like twice in our 3 yr relationship. And when he isn't working he spends his free time with his son, and that's good. I just wish he would do that with me too. He tells me he loves me alot. and wants to get married. I want that too, But is he serious about it. I know i am, but does he? that's the question.